I hate this. I'm all alone facing the sky... full of beautiful fireworks... full of happiness... Everyone's face got a smile and others got laughter... others just got joy in their hearts. Me? nothing. Nothing but sadness. I hate to cry but i don't know how to stop it. Friends? I have few but no one was really true. There were full of fake here...
From the loving mountain, to the busy city. Yes, new world, new beginning and new tactics of survival.
I don't know how did I survived. Well, I never care. Before my mother left, she said just KEEP MOVING FORWARD. I almost don't know what that means... but now, it's getting clearer... I inherited the way my mother think when she's sad or had a problem... she put a smile on her face but deep inside, she thinks wisely as she can, like doing it in the positive way.
I guess I'll just remember how happy I was in the past years... remember the laughter we had with my family... It will make a smile on my face as I close my eyes to my bed...
Have a Happy New Year Everyone! Don't forget your not alone... God is just above... watching!
